An Abstract Notion Called Friendship

You know. Sometimes, you think that some friendships are super important and you do things to ensure that they don't break. You swallow your pride, your desires, your ego, your self for the other person, and try to do all you possibly can to rectify the situation. And then you come home, sort of proud of yourself for putting someone else - and an abstract notion like friendship - above yourself, and then write a post about it, so that you can tell the people who read your blog to do the same.

And then the day comes, when you realize that what it meant to you wasn't what it meant to your friend.

And it hurts.

Starting to think people ain't really worth it. Doesn't mean I'll stop doing it. Not at all. I am who I am, and I'm not going to change that because of what others do and don't do. But, at the same time, it's hard when you put effort into something and the other doesn't reciprocate. No. Wait. It's not hard. It kinda...just...sucks.

It's days like these I miss my YVR peeps.