Whirling In the Dark

I have this recurring image in my head, of myself...

wearing a long white garment

and spinning

and spinning

and spinning.

all in slow motion.

sometimes under a sunny sky.

but more often in what seems like a dark room with a single light, and things falling from above.

i still don't know if they're petals, or leaves, or junk, or rain.

*trying so hard to hold on to what's left*